Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Something Positive for a Change

Well with my feeble mind taking a toll from previous tests and then brutally being thrown back into the gist of test taking, finally being able to go out and have some fun was indeed a stress reliever.  This past weekend I spent some time with my boyfriend Steven and our good friend Cody.  We visited a tattoo parlor called Element Tattoos so that Cody could get his first taste of his own tattoo.  It was quite the experience let me say.  Never had I ever stepped into a tattoo place before this one, and it was sure something.  Very colorful yet the vibrant scene was well balanced out by a couple of skull artifacts here and there, and some other random items collected throughout the years.  The people there were very great and understanding, and their artwork was indeed amazing.  I will give some props to Cody for not crying like a little girl.

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Aside from the whole tattoo thing, work has been extremely fun as well, as weird as that may sound.  Work = fun when? I currently work at Six Flags, and despite the humid temps, and bolstering people the overall environment just gives me joy.  Even the staff that I work with are really nice and funny at times.  Even though I practically spiel the same lines all day towards eager guests waiting to get on the ride, I can’t help but smile because I’m having fun while doing it.  Everyday isn’t always like this, but so far this week it was.  And I’m glad, because having at least a little fun is much more better than having no fun.  Don’t you think so?

Monday, March 7, 2011

I’m Back!

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For starters, yes I know it’s been a while.  I’ve been here and there and everywhere and yet God only gave me two hands, queue the saying: “I can only do two things at once.  I’ve only got two hands you know?”  At least that’s what my mother always said when I was little.  Although I really don’t know what I would do if I had more.  Oh the sight! 

Where to begin?  Well where else of course…school.  A tragedy, a downfall, a cruel and wicked thing school is.  I cannot even begin to express the amount of stress I am feeling at this exact moment.  I don’t know how I can go on feeling like this anymore.  The pile of homework is adding up, the tests are coming at me left and right.  I’m taking a full on beating.  But I shouldn’t lose hope. 

I’ve still got it made somewhere out there.  I know that once I’ve surpassed all of this…workload I’ll be on my way for sure.  To where of that I’m still unsure.  Wherever the path shall take me. 

I just wanted to take off this suit of confidence and expose my true weakness, my true self so to speak.  I think it’s okay doing it once and a while.  It’s kind of like crying when you’ve been pushed to you’re limit, and then recuperating after you’ve had an episode. 

Afterwards you feel so much better and you can probably take on the whole world if you could.  That’s the notion that I’m going for.  I’ll be 100% ready for anything that’s coming my way.  Definitely!!  Until then, I’ll just sit and mope.  :)

It shouldn’t be long till then though.
I’m glad to be back!